<p><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Hallo allemaal.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Momenteel ben ik 9w1d zwanger.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Helaas is de zwangerschap vanaf het begin al niet goed begonnen.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Op een avond ben ik niet goed geworden, en ben ik bij de SEH geweest, bleek een te hoge bloeddruk te hebben.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Op dat moment weet ik nog niet dat ik zwanger ben.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">De dag erna heeft de huisarts medicatie voorgeschreven om de bloeddruk te laten zakken.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">(Dit is wel medicatie die ik ook mag innemen tijdens de zwangerschap aangezien er in mijn dossier staat dat we een kinderwens hebben).</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Daarna mijn 1e menstruatie gemist, hierdoor wist ik eigenlijk meteen al dat ik zwanger zou zijn.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Alleen vanaf het moment dat we het weten kan ik niet genieten.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Het zit me niet lekker dat ik die medicatie heb ondanks dat je die gewoon mag innemen.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Bij de zwangerschap van mijn dochter wilde ik ook nooit medicatie innemen. Had ik hoofdpijn, gewoon doorzetten.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Weer de verloskundige gebeld en mocht langs komen voor een echo, dit was met 7 weken.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Het zag er goed uit, hartje klopt, perfect.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">2 dagen later een flinke bloeding. Huilen kon ik, alleen maar huilen.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Dag erna stolsels, ik dacht meteen aan een miskraam.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Die middag mocht ik weer langs komen.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Het hartje was nog steeds te zien, kloppend.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Het weekend kwam er aan en ik was echt zo verschrikkelijk onzeker.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Kon totaal niet genieten.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Zat niet meer op een wolk en mijn hoofd trekt me echt van links naar rechts.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Ene moment blij en het andere moment alleen maar huilen.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Inmiddels ben ik overgedragen aan het ziekenhuis ivm de medicatie.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Ik bloed nu al 2 weken, ene dag met stolsels en de andere dag alleen vers helder bloed.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Ongeveer evenveel als een menstruatie.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Nu ben ik 9w2d en afgelopen vrijdag nog een inwendige echo gehad.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Het zag er nog steeds heel goed uit. Een kloppend hartje en ze konden niet vinden waar de bloeding vandaan komt.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">As vrijdag heb ik weer een echo incl gesprek want mentaal gaat het dus helemaal niet goed.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Ik vroeg mij af of er meer vrouwen zijn die zich herkennen in dit verhaal?</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Of dat iemand misschien tips heeft.</span><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><br style="box-sizing: border-box; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; text-rendering: optimizelegibility; transition: width 0.2s ease 0s, height 0.2s ease 0s, margin 0.2s ease 0s; color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;" /><span style="color: #090909; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Lucida Grande', sans-serif;">Groetjes</span></p>